man being a mom is tough work. 
looking at what my mom does she really does a lot.
Wakes up early to prepares breakfast and lunch for my brother, drops him off, goes to work, comes home & cooks dinner, cleans up, then washes up & sleep. REPEAT. hardwork…
Knowing how i don’t eat properly at school and eat only junk food
she cooks or buys food for me to take to school & eat. always reminding me to take care of my health. 
She leaves me breakfast and a fruit smoothie before i head back to riverside in the morning on mondays..
When I come home every weekend she cooks & cleans up after my mess
Living away from home I realized the importance of family & definitely 
learned to appreciate my parents more. 

Even though i complain and i’m a brat 
she still overlooks all that and does her job as a mom. 

I never took time to appreciate her but i definitely will this up coming mother’s day. 
thanks mom <3 

 

I’m still up, and it’s 3 in the morning
I try to sleep but my mind keeps going
Am I awake cause You’re trying to speak to me
Lying here with my ears wide open
Can You fix what I know I have broken
There’s a hole in my heart where I need You to be
But I’m right here, and You’re right there
Will You take this wall I built and tear it down

And do what You always do
Making the old so new
Taking away the space between us
Filling it up with more of You
You do what You always do 
Cause You’re my rescue
Taking away the space between us
Taking away the space between me and You

Never really meant to be so distant
Should have known that it made no difference
You were holding my hand when I walked away
And You were there in the middle of the night
You were there when I lost my sight
And You’re still holding me today

And do what You always do
Making the old so new
Taking away the space between us
Filling it up with more of You
You do what You always do 
Cause You’re my rescue
Taking away the space between us
Taking away the space between me and You

-Shawn Mcdonald 

i know God… but i’m so burnt out.  

priority for school hasn’t been straight. 
time to make up for what i regret. 
i live once. no more regretting.  

profanity isn’t classy why use it?  

my friend david replied: i like his answer!
“If you wouldn’t say it in front of Jesus, don’t say it”  Amen brother!